I have been missing this week, but it has been a tremendously horrible week.
Sadly, I must say that my sweet teddy bear of a husband, Glen, very suddenly and unexpectedly passed away on Tuesday.
We had a great start to our morning and had made plans to go outside and do a couple projects - and then our world turned upside down.
He went 10-15 minutes without a heartbeat or respiration. His heart was revived, but he was on a ventilator. Too much damage had been done to his brain with basically the most grim outcome. We had discussed ours wishes many times over the years - so I knew what I had to do. It was the hardest decision ever in my life, yet an easy one. I knew he was already in the Lord's hands and I knew he would never want to just have his body exist.
My life just changed forever in a moment. I am so numb, sad, angry, overwhelmed and just broken hearted. Yesterday was the first day in 33 1/2 years that I did not get to see him.
I have made arrangements and will follow his wishes on that as well. I can't wrap my head around all there is to do.
I will be back here as soon as I can. Please keep checking in.
HUG your loved ones and tell them you love them. A split second can change everything.
Please talk to your loved ones about their wishes as well.
I love you all. I am so glad to have so much support.
*Please forgive me if I do not respond to each comment - I will be reading.